Equality - Alex

Recently been the subject of some blog based bullying. I did an elaborate blog about how I was really ill and then BAM "man up alex :L". Inconsiderate. Patrick does a blog about how something womanly like pressure is affecting him and he gets a "You'll do fine! you're so smart it seems. GOOD LUCK :)xx ". I have no problem with people caring for Patrick, heck I think I might care for him myself. But what gets me is how I'm put down for being un-manly (that might not even be politically correct, bad reader). Whilst Patrick is being supported for making claims that are less "material" than mine. Illness is a real thing, quantifiable. Pressure, well pressure is something that scrawny teenage boys who look slightly Arabic and whose names rhymes with Schmatrick to moan about. I also just noticed that Paddy's blog yesterday got a "i'm surprised you don't get more comments, your blogs make me giggle everyday!xx", here comes some Colombo stuff. Both of the comments Patrick has received have ended with two kisses and from that I infer that they are the same person. I would like to ask you (my money is on Patrick's sister (who is fit)) why do you boost Patrick's ego and leave me to ponder my inadequacy?

Last night, as we do every Monday night, me and Paddy (named after the fields) had five-a-side football. We were awful, me more than most, we lost 5-1 and I can honestly say that if you have a picture dictionary you need to update it and put a picture of us from last night in below the words awful, appalling, disgraceful and any other synonym of them words. It upset me very much and it made my chest hurt like crazy. Darn illness, at some points my voice even went squeaky, like a boy who is just starting puberty, so lets say Patrick.